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He took to instruction. This body is going to die – let it die. Your ego that is watching the whole process is afraid. Even if you fail now, the ego death will sneak up on you later when you least expect it and complete the process. Jnaani will happen to you. Been in it for nearly 9 yrs to understand how beautiful and realistic your thoughts are. My teacher, Robert Adams, stayed with both these teachers for a period of time, as well as with Yogananda.

There is no desire to achieve, be or go anywhere.

But then something held me back. Open heartedly accept it. At this point a few days pass without communication. EDJI nothing is worth much that I can write in terms of progress yet few points I would like to share with you.

Autobiography of a Jnani

I have high hopes for your eventual understanding. The beingness, ME meditating on the void ahead and then many times the duality drops I feel both are the same. I remember clearly I did not like this unknown phenomenon-taking place, as there is a lot of fear of what is happening. You are rapidly becoming a master of the subtle body-the imaginal play of Consciousness. You will understand when the time is ready. He had an ability to internalize and articulate that experience, and he was able to isolate the core experience that does not change even while all of consciousness fluctuates.


I am in dream state.

Is this body really T? A saint told me, “Enjoy the love of consciousness as long as it lasts. Is it not so? During my practices in Kriya I had various “experiences” like OBE Out of BodyLucid dreams, heightened awareness, even kevali kumbhak stoppage of breath at the heart centre automatically which gave immense joy all over each cell of my body.

You know you are because you have seen consciousness come and go.

Even this is not real? What is the goal of spirituality? It is not always “oneness” now, in fact sometimes it is depressing too. It was a different state.

This world has nothing to do with you. There is no truth in it anywhere. The void you are experiencing is more like sleep than what Zen or others call the Void.

One will switch from knowing consciousness to unknowing thru the navel and vice versa through repeated such learnings and experiences. All this experiential stuff is unreal. Thank You Master for this. Thanks for telling us about the problem.

And thus knows now that He is beyond them. Nisargadatta learned all this from his teacher and tradition, but spends little time exploring these experiences and issues in his talks. I felt a great desire to meditate as I reached home from office.


Most of times I feel tremendous oneness between them, a kind of flowing of consciousness from one to another and then becoming one. But now look at me; trying to create means identifying with it, I mean it will involve effort and ego, a struggle for more and more.

Newer Post Older Post Home. This used to happen to me for years. Yes, these teachings are rare. Autobiogaphy usually have a habit of writing down details immediately after each session even if it is just the same like before. You have generated tremendous dhyana power after years of meditation practice, so the wisdom of understanding the true nature of consciousness comes easily to you now.

That awareness actually covers up the entire object, outside and inside of me. But I met with continuous failure. That place in the middle is Turiya.

Yet, the goal if still missing in the minds of most. There is oneness, but then you realize this is an experience of oneness happening to you. Why don’t you go with it and see where it takes you? Yes, being a vegetarian is important.

She is revealing all. As soon as I sit in my asana I am engulfed within the void.

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Your journey and struggle will be over. Will let you know Master. It is more than letting go of concepts; it is like death.